Filled with Love

Trusting God’s Order

Thank You, Father, for Your love, for allowing it to well up in my being. It takes a while to truly understand it.

I spoke about it, searched for it over the years in many ways. None of my efforts can be compared to what I am experiencing today.

Words can’t really describe that You are love. It’s like Paul said in Ephesians 3:17–19: “That Christ may dwell in your hearts by faith; that ye, being rooted and grounded in love, may be able to comprehend with all saints what is the breadth, and length, and depth, and height; and to know the love of Christ, which passeth knowledge, that ye might be filled with all the fulness of God.”

Lord, I guess it is Your fullness I am filled with — that I mentioned previously — that wells up in me...

Father, You do all things in their time. The mending of my brokenness came as a result of the fusion of two parts of my being that felt separated. United, now there’s new energy, which is refreshing.

Lord, so much is gushing out of the mending that You did. As time goes by, it’s integrating more. I did not expect the mending to continue. I saw it as a one-time event.

Now I understand that it’s an organic move, spiraling, twirling like wheels within wheels.

My finite mindset has a hard time grasping how You work, Father. The work that You do through me is continuous. You don’t rely on my energy to do it, but on my Obedience, my faith exercised.

Truly You are a living God, and the same life spills over in my being. You are a God of wonders and miracles. I need to keep that in mind.

I am grateful because the Helper is resident in me through this process. I am glad that I was able to hear Your voice and put the Holy Spirit first in all things.

May I pursue Your order in my life, although it may look like disorder to me. The stars in the sky, the sand on the seashore, the oceans, the wind, the ant’s work. All have an order by Your design. My eyes fail to capture that and can consider it Chaos.

May I surrender into Your hands my pursuit of ordering my plans for a sense of security, so that I can experience the Wonders of Your creation, Your invisible plan that works all things out for good, for Your Glory. Just contemplating this takes away the pressure that my own plans create.

I am grateful, Father, for Your grace that carries me through. Amen.